u really elastic or wad.
ok moving back to hall tml.. got sports com duty late at night summore.. really official alr.. unofficial but yeah back to sch. grrr
life as per normal..
ok yest and today was officially one of my better days this hols.. went out to watch movie.. hang out..sigh... sat will be a tuition packed day.. 10am to 5 pm
and u tht u would want to lead my life. ok nick stop complainin..wads this..
gonna hit two decades soon.. i dun feel very much mature.. maybe i havent.. maybe i stil ldo the same old darn stupid things that make ppl upset. i guessi really suck
i wanango back to vj u know.. and just imagine picture myself as a student.. in his uniform.. ha wearin so many badges.. but cant seem to kee the shirt tucked in.. ok thats actual imy class mate not me.
sittin at the back of the class.. laughin really loudly.. singing. .part bitchin..guffawiin.. wavinand sayin hi to everybody.
that kinda security u get when u re in sch.. with a uniform..it feels purposeful.. ha.. wad crap.
i thki m better off waiti nfor my south park videos to finish downloadin..b4 sleepin..
jsut shoot me.
the kiss of I would understand. at
7:48 AM
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a perfect morning for cold play. the scientist.
morning as in wee hrs morning as always.
i keep seeing u in my dreams and u seem to be warning me of what i m abt to do but i never listen. i never. how does it feel like to be on the otherside of the world..
yeah thats all i can do.
i m not being condescending but imust say that in m impressed in a way i never tht so.. i asked my fren if she ever tht of me as a gd fren or jsut someone who makes other sad all teh time.. u know drown them as he washes his sorrow over them.. she actuali said i give gd advice.. i m very helpful..
i give gd advice eh.. but i never used them myself then i guess..i m imoressed by my best uddy..ha army reallly makes u wiser smaerter and mroe a man i guess.. i never tht of him as someone so wise so serious b4.. but yeah he is gettin more impressive each day haha...hanqun. army makes u smart..haha "at least do a gd job" "give a gd chase" "y u so jue" and yeah tellin me not to .. i must say i m impressed and the biz discussion today was really wow.. haha
thsi is wad the world does t ou i gues.. u thk u re in a train carriage oni to realsie u have no wheelss.. coal..
the thing is i m not sure why i did what i did.. th ki m losin it.
but anw wads new.. story of my life..
since we are all on the topic of love money and marriage..
once agn hq pointed out that ..well lets look at our fam.. pretty much in shambles.. our parents.. makesu thk twice abt marriage doesnt it..
parents dun share the same bed anymore.. one comes home too late cos of wek..dun want t odisturb the other.. both parties struggle hard to make ends meet.. each sees oni the snow in their lawn the struggles with raising the children vs the struggles at werk.. the ego and heated debates involved.. the fights and the chillo uts.. the forgotten but unforgiven.. andwe put our thumbs and bite them..we move on out of choice and duty..
parents separated by distances.. werkin in diff countries.. when loneliness sets in..and followed by depression... when the constant dissatisfaction leads to search for satissfaction elsewhere.. ur grass is always greener than mine
when there isnt cash t oflow abt.. so isnt it true.. money is the key to hapiness.. the key to a happy future. money is everythng.. no ..of cos not. .we al lknwo that money has its own set of problems all tgt.. but since life is human i ll rather suffer poor and its not a choice really if u thk abt it..
i want the plan to take off.. its not wealth i m after.. its much more.. its the weightlessness and the power. it is really true money as caused all the unhappiness i ve seen in the world..and really often itis the lack of it.. of cos there are ppl who never knew wealth and they grew up loving and happy.. btu not us.. while we may not be the bottom of the worlds poverty stats.. we are teh victims..cos we are no where.
hail the const need to impress. hail the fact that no one will evwer look down on me. if i do well.. which i will i will be most discussed most remembered ..most ... i m straying.
the adrenaline can really kick in. and may death be the oni thing that saves.
the kiss of I would understand. at
9:16 AM
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