Thursday, December 14, 2006
tirin day..coached swimmin in the day..haha all red now.. and gave tuition till late at night.. till 11pm..
some olidays,,but its not too bad u know..
i tht abt it..if i wasnt studyin med.. if i was not gonan be a doc.. i prob make my keep now givin uition..sloggin like crazy..then teach swimmin.. haha pretty cool life.. NOT??
oh well i jsut dunno i dnno anymore.. i dunno what im doi nwhat i like what i dun.. table is stacked with volumes of books as usual.. givin pep talk to my juniors and my students and to the rest of the world.. ha nick the motivational speaker? shrugs.. i guess it comes naturally when u knwo what its like..all the battles they are gonan face.. enterin jc.. takin as next yrs.. o;s next yr..etcetc.. everybody like to hear words of encouragement...
but to take it fro msomeonewho measure his self worth agst his grades..thats pretty bad.. but anw.. i broke the 90 barrier for physio..haah..oh well.. proud la.. as in i dun expect much of mself.. o give me that little allowance to gloat.. sheesh..
yeah my results this round are pretty satisfyin..can relax a bit? not..i know i m just sayin.. the multi alarm system in my head wil lrun amok when a ) slackin limit is breached 2) fitness level...depreciaetes
wad a sad life.. its as if..i dunno..ireally dunno anymore..
ah yes perspective.. many ppl dun put things into perspective..
its when night becomes day adn day becomes night. .and right becomes wrong and u become selfish.
lookin forward to tml..and et another tml..
my time is so overcontested for .. sheesh ends up nth gets planned and done.. everyhthign crahses. then cancels out ech other then gets canceled.. pretty cool..
perspective says thsi hols is weird.. my table is still i na mess.. ihavent played pool or kbox.. here is not dancing lights on xmas tree.. i m wishin for mistle oes in stead no jigssaw puzzle on my table.. swimmin in december?
not yet been to town! in mid dec.. sheesh.. so abnormal..i feel like a kid rapper..
eew..
give me that spark..
the kiss of I would understand. at