Wednesday, December 20, 2006
idle idle..
veg on fork..
the lights dun show u the way home.. not always.. most of the time its cold and brutal jsut like the world is..
how do u do it man? you wit hthe big chunky smile.. fineweather doesnt come after teh rain. in my life it just gets heavier.. and maybe u wish u drown..
but hten i swim.. sigh ponned trg today.. i feel so unmotivated.. perhaps nto just with regards t otrg u know.. perhaps to everything.. like a demagnetised compass who can oni wish t orust away..
trg sucks.. i jsut dun have it.. lost the factor to push.. i feel burnt out.. i tried studyn too.. equLLY burnt out.. i dunno if someone reads my blog now..they prob be lke.."wah lau.. this guy..studyin durin hols.. and blah blah"
the truth is it sucks to care abt what others think all the time.. right.. what if u could live without care for the rest of the world.. then agn if not for the rest of the world..
ahhathere is no such thing as an ex con.. man jsut keep makin mistakes. one after another..
i got it figured out. season two of prison break aint got no prison breakin.. but perhaps.. this is it.. thsi is the one prison we are all tryin to break out of..
broken thts...
side thoughts.. erm miss i was wonderin..yeah just wonderin.. seriously.
the kiss of I would understand. at