Friday, November 10, 2006
this is a sappy night. listenin to jay chou and really old songs.. not sure howi got into this mood.. or why i m here now or look like that..
i could well be in the study room which is really unhygenic.. smells like crap filled ith inconsiderate ppl like myself who are bored to their..so bored that they start behavi nirrationally..rockin their chairs back and forth singin weird songs.. chinese i guess..there is so much to study really no need for the shock looks..we all know.
but i took a break today..i declared it a no study day..well the time now is 5am so yeah its long over... i wish england was online but to ka ku ni..
so what did i do on this no study day..hmm firstly its no study day cos the last two daysi studied quite hard for anat i thk.. hah well at least by my stsndards la.. u know everythign in life is relative.. how much an individual can take is relly.. like u know if some ppl kneew how much i study they will thk that im mad.. but on the other hand there be ppl who be like..
anw i believe looksa re relative too ..so everyone can be gd lookin..it depends on surroundin displacement. oops.
nick u re such a bimbo. right so i studied damn hard.. for FA and i tht it went not too bad.. i could do most of the qns. .but well at least i m contended la. .i hipe cas be liddat.. but i guess many ppl with my reults today will prob be so disastified with htemselves they wan shove a scapel up their..gut. right. or i could htk of worst things u know..
like runnin runnin for one anda half hr at almost 12 am.. and not to mention gettin lost.. btu it felt really great..haha i was thinkin of usin the word amazin but then agn.. hmm haha i went erunni nwit hdarius.. i dunno i never could turn frens down if hey wanted ath frm me.. i guess thats my weakness.. eso if u re a new fren i dunno very well i always feel liek i shuld accomodate.. yeah its tirin to be nick.. btu it fu ntoo.. cos after runnin we went t ofong xin ate prata.. and talked abt lots of stuff.. haha its relly cool i mean he is the reall ycool darius.. yeah he isa really coo ldude not to mention damn gd lookin.. suave intelligent.. and all.really deep guy.. hmm yeah i almost sound like i m leani nto the over side.. but nah its pre good admiration..haha.. right RIGHT it was awkward when he said he tht i was really good lookin..cos u knw he is the darius.. all the girls from other facs asks me to show them who darius is.. haha btu well.. u get the point
its really ncie to i dunno listen to jay dude mumblin at night.. adn the fact that i can recite most of his mumblings.. with my eyes readin detox.. is proof of how i totally adore him. .s
hais why do we all lead such diff lives..why.. who would ve tht.. or knoe wad it be like to be bloggin at 5sam ke hall..stufdyin detox belongin ot an elistist grp of ppl who believe theyare fro the ong loo li nsch of medicine.. a prestigious postion awaits their shoes for fillin.. but nevertheless.. it is really prestigious. .i believe no t so much intellectually..i would liek to thk its a great respectable job cos u re lovin ppl.. and u have to have that desire to love ppl.. desre to love ppl.. sounds so off.. btu ok forgive me its 5am.. but yeah.. wether u re in it for the money prestige or some true callin.. we are all takin CA1 in less than three weeks.. relatiy check nick u should stop deluding urself..
anway i went for last bi trg b4 ahlls .somehow i get the feeli that hols trg are gonan be dhitty tough btu it be cool..it be like june hols in jc.. uknow esp when u bomd with a team that can be really cool.. yeah..
die i m feeli the need to void agn..i thk i have a weak stomach..esp when exams are near.. the stress builds up..and ihave to be really carefulabt wad i do.. on the other hand runin makes me wanna shit .. its some reflec i have t ofigure .. say defaecate.. right.
i did a lot of exercise today..played tennis.. witha a T gym.. ran 20 plus km.. hk i ll de..my knees fee lliek an old man;s alr.. orthopedics wait for me..
the kiss of I would understand. at