Saturday, October 07, 2006
and it would seem takin a break could be a sin on its own. but then again the re are standards we define that are not achievable for everyone and when we figure them out perhaps oni perhaps cavin in might mean bein less restricted.
and the haze gets in the way obstructing my view of the characteristic moon. woke up to a psi of 130 but nevertheless i went running .. and felt really weak and tired after that.. its kinda drainin i feel to run and not see much.. the haze isreally bad.. perhaps i shuld wake up b4 they burn the trees..
and its a perfect weekend wad more can i ask for. .to be home eatin mooncaekes with mym um and hang out with my old frens.. at jz hse to listen to the different course outr lives are takin us at this moment.. sinfully lavishing time chattin from 6 to ten plus.. nth can beat that man..
i wish the haze wil lgo away..but it seems like my life is pretty fogged up too..
no i m happy really. i jsut dun want anyone to push the panic button.
and its the iguina feelin..when u thk of hernias.
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
the kiss of I would understand. at