Sunday, October 01, 2006
ohs sittin in my newly arranged and packed room.. looks neat now. .so i m feeli nproud of myself.. its amazin how a little hsekeepin goes a long way. .sheesh comin from nick..the erm hm alien.
and u re abducted by aliens alr. right so i m into my last few hours of the week sem break.in a way..well more ways than one it really is back t ohell.. back to the incessant mugging.. feeli nreally tired and lonely and wel lwadeva.. yeah back to oblivion..ha
btu the hey the week was great. good break gave me a chance to catch up wit hmyself..
gave lots of tuition..today alone was more than a hundred bucks..so thats gd stuff.. didnt go church tho..but ohs.. sat was nie bi! yeah the event of the week.. btu it was really relaxin i felt darn short.. adn yeah didnt feel liek it was tirin at all..nosign of aches.. but yeah.itwas a really short race.. fun la.. i wanan knwo my timin.. i didnt felt i pushed very hard tho..prob ok maybe the runnin part..i didnt push..but cos half the tie i wasnt sure if i was runni nteh right way..was damn scared i l lget lsot teh road marshalls waere not very well spaced man.. it be a joke if i really got lost.. i was hopin ppl would overtake me soi knwoe where i was goi...oni towardsthe end i really ran cos oni then i was certain where the finishin was..yeah..wewere released in batches..
but yeah i loved it man.. trg..competitions.. having a team.. it feels great.. i dunno how to explain.. yeah but i m happy.. mon no trg.. bleagh but well i guess its off seasson and time to really focus on werk.. sigh i say that al lthe time btu i m stil lbloggin..btu i kindacant decide wdto study now..cos it seems liek there is so much .a.d ni have no clue wad t ostart with..ha spoilt for choice eh..
and it feels kinda odd now.. yeah u really are abducted.. jsut 5 mins of talkin onlien to yafen make s me super happy.. ha yeah really wish i could msg her for kicks or wadeva..but yeah its 20 p.. pence.. times three.. ha
well..yeah bleagh sch. again.. the thin yellow booklet stares at me.
home seems so dstant..i mean it is even tho im not in like uk..but pasir rs really is far away took bus 197 today..frm bedok..and climbed the slopes liekcrazy luggin my stuff.. i dunno ..long journeys get me thinkin.. thinkin abt a million and onestuff.. poor synapses.. but
eyah i cant help but fee lsometiems i dun come fro m this complex palce.. thereare so many people.. all or different polarities.. some ppl are in a rush and some ve nowhere togo.. so much emotions.. so much actions..so much.. u see ift he world is a spherical mug...u kinda feel it up ith all sorts or beverages.. andi cant but feel liek i m nto part of the drink. its the takin bus effect..and soemtimes airport effect. .btu u just wonder.. wad life really means.. what are we doin here.. why is everywhere so virtually alikeand different at the same time.. and when u thk abt it .. urealise u re oni in a small red dot.. the conceptual portion is immense.. GOD. man.. shrugs. what am i doin now.. what am i doin today.. what are u doi ntomorrow.. it has no connections but everything to dowith each other at the same time.. new cars old cars..new buildings old buildings.. memory triggerin events..palces.. fake memories..
hmm bus 197 goes from vs to vj to marine parade..bugis..it passes by tc and tct.. and it kinda..jsut makes me think abt alot of stuff. .how some events lead to many other.. and what might otherwise ve been.. it passes by katong too.. and i hear the voices in my head.. my own .the past.. and so on.. i feel really old alr.
and liek a virus.. i m here to create memories in a diff chaptere i na diff venue.. and one day when i pass by nus.. maybe in a car. i shall rmb feeli necxactly the same way i feel abt vj and marine parade..and so on.
full circle. a part of the edge.
the kiss of I would understand. at