Wednesday, September 27, 2006
ooh that was in ivy;s room haha she spread two pieces of bread for me.. ahha i dunno..ppl spreadin bread for me..makes me think of my mum.. sigh.. my mum. =) we talked from 11 t oalmost 3am.. haha hostel life.. lala.
and i relally didnt plan to come online.
sigh.. i tht i would do a lot of werk today..btu looks liek i was over ambitious agn.. i mean wh oam i kiddin..
the day started well ..woke up at 6 to run.. but then everything was downhill.. ha tht after runni ni would be refresehd to study.. nope..i went to sleep hah woke u pat gasp..11.. i m really not superhuman..yeah.. and then eyah went to find jinge for kunch and ended chit chattin til lit was almost time for tuition! givin tuition of cus.. then..yeah came bac.. planned t ostudy the night.. came back at nine alr.. time relaly has no mercy.. and i went online at abt 11 till.. hmm now..when i fee lmost awake and refreshed to study..screwd up body system man.. i m like half dead i nthe day.. i actual ifelt giddy duri nthe mornin run.. ok i havent had breakfast..but yeah..
the race is on sat early mornin 715!
hwo to get to ntu so early.. defn must stay overat nus.. bleah.. and must try to sleep early..
today's ru nwas bad badBAD... i felt so tired.. and pain.. couldnt open my stride at all.. my knees were feeli nall tehblow.. adn my shoes.. shti. .really lousy..no grip alr.. the pad oso like comin out.. i can feel my sole heatin up.. a lot or friciton.. sigh ok its nto a tri shoe.. die.. pls dun be sunny on sat!
but yeah life seems normal.. and i m feeli nvery happy now.. guess why. ha
ok yeah shall get back t ostudyin..
its my life.. its now or never (NEVER) .and i feel thastp p lhave been treati nme differently since i well got int omed..i dunno if its a gd thng..but hey i m still me. sigh. but its nice to be treated wit ha higher regard.. reminds u how prestigiosu and noble bein a doc is and yeah so on..he respect..tho i m not one yet.. btu yeah.. liek my uncles.. my fren's mums.. they be like and all my neighbours.. they start aski nme abt their physical pains..adn then later they be like.. wah so gd..emdicine..wah this and wah that.. and be really yeah...i mena it makes my mum very happy she gets all teh praises tellin her how lucky she is..
hais.. what if i du nmake it thru. ok. brush those thts aside. i will. becos i m who i am. and for no other reason i ll make it thru. andi m who i m becos of YOU.
the kiss of I would understand. at