Monday, September 25, 2006
monday. first day of my mid sem break. well ok perhaps fri night was first day. but heck.
time flies eh.. all the anxiety felt liek yesterday..adn poof mid sem. liek a three quarters more b4 i becoem yr 2 and so on..and in between lots of stuff to graple with.
t osummarize my week would be mug train and werk. nto much of a hols. alto of time spent alone. time spent a lone is deadly for me now somehow.. i m feeli na bit schizo. haha.
btu anw been drownin in my own thts..
i was wonderin if breathing was allowed.. if it was normal.. onthursi was correctin ppl's strokes.. today my strokes were bein corrected.. 11 to 1..
oh wad have i done..agn. sigh. i guess its up to me to decide.
but this is not really a hols.. i m in hostel now cos i finish evenin trg..a bit late to rush home.. but yeah..there are actuali lots of localsard.. stayin in to mug.. more productive i guess.. hmm i m gonan find ppl to have supepr with tonight..
we always have ideals. 1) ideals principles that we stick to in live 2) ideally how much we need to do how far we need t ogo.. but wad the hell. ideally i elictedthe wrogn response from .
ideally i m fallin way behind how much i want to accomplish.
right so i have found grip i thk. i have found new purpose.. for now. at least. i m alright. yeah things arent that bad yet. i l lget there eventuali.
sigh i woke up thi mornin.. thinkin it was the hols..adn realised i have no one to call out. guys are in army.. juniors are havin As frens are either overseasor in other unis.. hmm..
but i have books and notes waitin for me. they call nick.
the kiss of I would understand. at