Sunday, September 17, 2006
back fro mthe airport. nto exactly the right time. but matters not. i saw ur back.
and i ll rmb how i watched ur back all these years.. watch it go away. whenu reminded me we are under the same sky always.
it hasnt changed right.
remind ourseles how we mus treasure ppl we have when they are near us. for the day wil lcome when we will ve to let them go. if i had a chance to turn back time.. i ll never have made u unhappy.. not once. not at all. if i could i l lstill carry ur bac kacross sahara.. i need to be strong and happy for u. yes i believe taht its GOD;s plans for u.. everything thus far. i m happy for ya.
the small girl whose uniform was too big for her. ha whp swung her hands fro mside to side.. whose thick hair looked really funny..wh oreminded me that she had oni one doub;e eyelid..who..wrote so many letters words of encouragement to me..everysingle tiem i m afraid. every single time.. the oni person i didnt ve to feel so strong in front of.. the person who made everything funny// i remembered that when i was lost .. ialways asked.. wad yafen would do.. if she were in my shoes..
i m sorry..
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
the world never felt more lonely.
if i had t orun now.. i would.
the kiss of I would understand. at