Monday, August 28, 2006
haha happenin day sia. lecture was one big blur.. oh not really nut ok la.. i dunno al lthe lecturers speak funny. really difficult to understnad too much stresso n my axons..
ha right not funny. did ncall home. oh man. anw today went k boxin with frens..og mates.. sigh i know hat i ve to cut down on expenses but..this is pretty bad..peer pressure..and i dunno yeah..and i shuld be studyin but i just feel that i wun be able to accomplish much today..
i think i need more discipline. its the same as trg..no slackin off man... just keep pushing. regardless of the pain. my knee feels terrible..esp after teh runs..hais.. i thk i should oni be doi nslow jogs now..btu today;s trg "fun run" was quite mad.. cos of the two ppl i nfront who cheonged all the way..andi lost the ppl behind me totally.. so i had t oru nto find them..wah the pace is really.. i think i kinda maxed my runnin alr.. i dunno..ok maybe its better to thin kthat there are no limits..but i m not exactly mr positive..
had sports com interview and choir audtions jsut now..haha not bad..been long since i sang chords and scales..kinda missed singin seriously for fun.haha yeah btu i think its too many activiites..i must stdy hard.
i sang kai bu liao kou..which i thk was a very safe manageable song..haha yeah but my voice was tremblin..singin to three ppl can be quite intimidatin..esp when u have t owatch ur pitch and so many things are runnin thru ur head..haha but oh well.. i think it was ok...shuld get in..
this life is pretty cool.. have ur pseudo community..neighbours and frens,. manage ur meals washin clothes..studyin..sleepin time.. and so on..but
i cant help but wish .. idunno perhaps if i came from a family with no problems(prob no such fam exist) but fam where my mum was stronger..healthier..bro was better everything. .dad was more stable..i be really enjoyyon sch and hall life.. but i have to admit i m fadin away int othe background..and just stonin when i dunno..when i thk of wad might be happenin at home. i need to study hard.. things are pretty rough.
and u re leaving once agn.
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