Tuesday, July 25, 2006
u re boring.
tsumaranai.
tsk tsk..i cannot complain but i went to watch pirates alone just now. the cinema was rather empty but the dumb ass ticketer had to place me with a group of frens whom i dunno its so weird.. like i m sittin next to a bunch of jolly ppl when i dunno them in an empty cinema where there are so many available seats..they prob thinki m weird too but then..i know for a fact that humans think too much of themselves.. no one actual ithinks that much abt u.. so yeah its just me and my super self conscious side sayin"hey nick the yare thinkin that u re weird" well anw its liek takin ur shirt off in front of an entire audience ..u feel embarassed and u may thin kthat no one is goin to forget this night well trust me they forgot all abt it in less than half an hr..
yeap so was it bad.. well i dunno.. it ht spendin time alone was a pleasant change howeever if anyone saw me they be like..hey y are u alone. .hey y so sad case..go out alone.. hey no gal ah? hmm alright firstly being alone is realyl not sad..ti gives me space and i can go to any shop prentend to be interested and ask all sorts of silly quesiton.. i dun have to stop for anyone..and well goin out with someone is stressful..by an infinite...i mean u have to keep conversatrions going.. u have to worry the other persojn is bored.. u have to explain y u call the other person out..and if uwerenever close to that person it might be worse.. and there tey may reject goi notu with u and then..GOD knows wad! yeah precisely so yeah its stressful goin out with company i supposed. . btu of its prefered.. which brings me back t othe rolelr coaster theory u know..(humans by right evolution has made us well capable of protectin ourselves..and by right we shouldnt enjoy roller coaster rides..cos they are well thrillin and dangerous but we stil ldesire more of them so somewhere along the lineour mind is pretty messed up..and according to the professor who promoted yakult we are messed up by parasites,,,ALRIGHT SHHH WE Are not going there) nick is obviously left alone for too long and his mind is spinnin out of its proper axis.. yeah btu its prob strange for anyone to readthat nick actual ithinks hangin out with ppl is scary because most ofthe time he seems to enjoy the limelight by bein the cockster right? haha btu yeah ephemereal.
whatever.. i miss the loo lins. its weird i oni know them a week ago and i was just with them yesterday.but they seem the oni source of free ppl i have now.. i mean woo chiao is so nice to me..really he is a great pal who cares..see how much he msges me..hahaha..and eyah this is my new bunch or fren for the next few yrs or so..of cos i might get close to my anat grp..(all same surnames..so most likely not..the NGs are a pain in the ass) my current frens are all i nNS and yeah du nget me wrong i m ver y grateful i m here. i mean i read kay's msg and i dun want atp to stand for anything more than adenosine triphosphate.. sheesh advance trainin package.. thats just uncool.
ok i m goi nnus tomolo..as much as hit wil lburn my ez link card.. ha maybe i l lstay over wit hwoon yang.. i dunno.. btu oh well..
i m so bored i may just change my blogskin now.
no dun say that i m not bored sorry.
and LOrd i m ver ygrateful. for my cel lmy cell leader my friends and my opportunities.. and thankyou. last night i was totally sick and all.. and i prayed real hard torecover today and yeah i feel so muc hstronger today..honestly all i need to do is go out be a lame jock and run like there is no tomorrow.. yeap./. i need to run. it helps me feel alive.
anw i placed my hands on my mu mand prayed for her today but darn i was so nervous i bet all i did was mumble mumble and bet she couldnt hear me..sigh sucha failure..
and sorry sky..i guess we could alwaasy run after church or wad u knwo ..just u and me ..yeah sheesh..i mean 25 bucks to ru nis a bit pricey..my mum said i better think carefully spend crefully when i ask her for money today..eyah tis true normally ppl should pay me to run..haha and not the other way ard.. so bhb..btu yeah..i gonna get some real run and not REAL run..
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