Monday, July 03, 2006
so cute. I am really loved. lookin forward to encounter. yeah tho there be no outdoro at all. sounds liek a really serious thing.
oh no parents are sleepi nand i am typin noisily. so inconsiderate but i really keep thinkin abt my blgo leh. dunno y ..i am startin to talk to myself and imaginin myself bloggin eveyrnow and then. maybe i am schizo. hahha not like they can tell in todays med examination.
thanks to zaid i have the whole cranberries album now. yeah i ve always wanted. ok i have alot to than kthe LORD for. my bro is totalyl escited abt churc hleh. i mean he learnt everyone;s names alr. sheesh u know i took two months to know who sky was. in fact iwasnt even sure the ywere referin to someone when they kept sayi nsky.. hahah yeah but i was really unenthusiastic. truth is i oni knew kenneth's name b4 the cmap the rest i was jsut smilin smilin be deh ard..ha yeah but i m happy for my bro. he said he thinks he like my cell lol.
oh news spread really fast. everyone is congratulatin me on my civilian hood.. haha thanks to my gay kiss- ur- pink photo. courtesy of myself like duh i took it myself.. ewww..hmm quite a number of pp lread my blog. i was on the way to have dinner with my new boss on the trai nwhen this cute girl came u pto me and said "oh i heard u got into med, congrats!" shook my hand and winked i had no idea wh oshe was..i thin ki know who she is but i really have no idea..haha gasp. my heart kinda raced oh well nto realyl i have superman;s heart beat rmb?
i m really vain. sheesh
lol the nurses at the medical centre said i was goi nto be a really cute charmin doctor..ahha when all i did was complai nthat i wil ltake a logn time to pee so i wil ltake forever for that urine test. haa cos i jsut peeed... lol yeah i guess ireally drew too much attn to myself. and then my boss told me that last tiem when i was at his centre there e had this girl who kept askin him what days i was ard and she wanted t ocme for tuition oni o nthe days i was ard haha cos she tht i was cute.. haha iwas never spoken to anyone b4.. he told me then cos of that a guy who liked her left the tuition centre haha say he stress alr.. ?!!! nonsense right..oh no but i ate a lot today.. ae for 5 hours;. at clarke quay food is pretty good. yeah
so my firstr weekday of civilian hood was spent med checkup adn dinner with boss.. ooh i went swimmin too at tamp the new pool..
i cant swim fast alr.. tire easiyl i feel i dunno and my legs hurt. .the same injury..sigh i du nthin ki can join swimmin i will just try.. its sad. yeah but i believe! so i wun worry. haha i msuper high now. tamp pool is really specia lto me .. i learnt swimmi nthere! its a vibrant place.. so many languages and voices of all ages lingerin in the air ..so many conversations.. bro and sis swimin bf and gf husbands and wives families army frens. . ucan hear a million conversations.. oops ok i didnt mean to eaves drop of course.. haha maybe i should swim everyday now. .ahah hope i got the determination of cos..
eyah i m realyl grateful i got this new temp job.. haha cos i foreseei mgonna spend a bit . .but it means less time to spend with friends.. sheesh.. haha but i caught up with quite a lto of pp ltoday. .esp via sms very long never msg so many ppl simultaneously like 8 9 ppl..and i have many outings planned alr.. gonna K box TOMOLO!! yeah with candice.
too kthe opportunity t o et many med students contacts and chat iup with them make frens think the ywil lcome in useful..for most rj ppl it aint much cos they are liek just goi nback to rj same old faces.. but for me i guess its impt.. yeap. had a long chat with eileen th oshe was in camp..yup i hope to see all the vj ppl agn!
hahau have the pulserate of superman. the nurse told me. my pulse was 44 beats per min today. a bit more excited than usual..haha i du nthin ki ru n alot leh. .but oh well cool. maybe i m jsut a lagger. even my heart lags when its beatin..
i have decided i will get a MAC lap top =) its more asthetically pleasin and its different! so yeah..
the world is so beautiful sometimes it feels ugly. and when its ugly therein lies its beauty. there are many things we du nunderstand and we say that higher powers wil lprotect us. we try to make sense of things but we are told its beyond us. but its ok. ignorance is bliss. i would rather not know everything and believe. cos even if i knew everything. ther eis oni one path.
yeah..is that what i really feel.. hmm touch ur heart.
a little bird in the sky.
u look up and it shits in ur eye
u thank the Lord anyway
that cows dun fly.
positive thinking
hahai saw this is the office od the doc i consulted he was a ery nice fatherly old man. he had his chldren's photos all over his cupboard. he kept shakin my hand congratulatiin me.. tell me congrats i m very healthy he hoeps to werk with me soo none day.. its really a nice feelin
but must i be a yumeina isha then u will rmb me.. am i so forgettable?
wakaranai. demo..i dun want to necessary be a yumeina isha.
iwanna be a nice young charming doctor. i wanna go africa. =0
the kiss of I would understand. at