Monday, June 12, 2006
ths is rather cute.
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jay chou drove me home
zaid called me
wad an interesting day.
gym-ed at tampines i wanna develop a helmet shaped ass haha. oops sorry. ok today was hmm not the usual tuesday. i woke up yeah planned to bring my mum to the hosp to get her cardio results and accompany her for the rest of the day. haha and then zaid called. "hello this is guard room, GUESSWHO?! i have something of urs..." "oh no Zaid?" he said " yeah when u figure out wad that is call me back!" haiyo that was how i started my morning. well the first thing that came to my mind was my camp pass but obviously not i had it with me and he wouldnt know to call me ..camp pass doesnt have my namae. so i guessed the worst and called back...11b? BINGO. "and he went on and on u know if u know zaid..argh ano hito wa totemo ooki atama. suck thumb man. gojyu dollar? he siad so u pay me 50 bucks? or wad 5 dollars? u knwo what wil lhappen if u go unit alr .. ah HA kanashiina? ano hito wa yasashikutemo kowai desu. hontoni kirai. in the end i said dun lidat la ill find u treat u k? make peace. truly a good nick.
hosp was a waste of time all the waiting and non stop waiting a coupel of realyl frindly but relativvely inexperienced nurses drew blood so many times from my mum cos couldnt realyl find a good place and apparently her vein was too small but from what i saw it wasnt so. it looked pretty big. oh well. goin to the hosp is soecxciting i just keep seeing myself with a stethoscope on! haha yeah and i watched various ppl, families, prisoners, convicts askin all sorts of questions. its really interesting .therer is so much life out there. NS oh u poor thing. my cell mate says he cant wait to enter Ns aint no wad he is saying haha. but yeah i watched this funny two brothers. the boy was swinging his toy ard and it smacked his youngers bro eyes..ahha and the bro cried! and the mother smacked the elder's eyes. haha and she said "play pay play if he goes blind i l lstick out ur eyes!" haha then i said like that u ll ve two blind sons! oh no..lol i think she heard me oops.
haiyo i fee l very weak now leh. when i do gym i used to be capable of much more .now i can oni run. but tampines pool and gym has been upgraded. so its pretty cool afterall it was where i learned to swim hahaha special memories.. i took photos but lazy to put up today.
i feel like taking leave next sat leh. hais i wannaplay bball... but too bad la huh. next week is so uncertain go unit..haha but it be in bedok! which is pretty cool hopeful i can take one hr off to colelct my Alevel cert! haha yafen is so lazy to collect finidng excses not to collect oni..tsk tsk.. says she doesnt want it ..hhaha haiyo some ppl ah.. go uk la go la.. she doesnt mind mailin me the authority card to take her cert lol..which is more troublesome i wonder? haiyo.. but i was on the treadmill for an hr today..i saw yafen leavign the airport.. so sad..when i run wadeva i m thinkin abt in my sub sub conscious wil l surface out esp when i reach the trance state..hais i dun want u to go..
treadmill the reason why my mum couldnt get her cardio results was the last time she couldnt complete the cardio test. the moment the treadmill's speed increased sher vomitted and had to stop so the ycoudn complete the test at all.. now the alternative is to use drugs.. injec ther heart to make it werk faster and see how she reacts.. there are risks involved ..haisi feel liek aski nher to forgo it..btu i know its best for her to check..its really not good..anw i have faith in the doctors..and in GOD of course.
i have faith in honesty too .i have always been honest and returnin ppl their stuff..today i did somethign realyl honest .. yeah i feel proud of myself i guess thats y ppl are willin to return me my 11b.. haha yeah.
oh yeah actual imy dcell can coem watch me march! i just tht of it! genius rite? but sky is an idiot. haha i shall take me SAR21 and shoto into the sky.. brillant. its liek so near yet so far the yare palyin at mt batten stadium so near haha..oh well..jay chou drove me home today.t hecab driver was crazy eh wore a cap listened to really techno musci beat three traffic adn spoke to himself.. he comemnted that some dude stole a cab to earn money stolen cab driving ppl ard...was he talkin abt himself?! he was totally attitude!! my mum was qutie scared haha..yeah he was jay chou he kept mumbling...and he had frumpy hair. lol
speaking of blind yesterday was a blinding dday. the sun was hot and i was doing SK aka menial tasks i nthe camp with junming.. we had to clean the drain csweep SI and decorated the whole place with banners.. hais for the COc parade...all bcos my name is not TIMOTHY! the slack mutant. yeah haiyo my life and banners.. reminds me so much of sC but at least thats like realli my job in sc i feel proud to hang VJ's name esp in nj..hahah duri nthe soccer match.. lol but haiyo not SIGNALS..lol but lots of emotions ran as i climbed the ladders adn various structures to hang them up. .i miss school .to put it plainly .be it epps vs vj gogaku haiyo..
i wanna go back real soon! think ill join? hmm X country? lol
anw kay haiyo u dun understand the word perfect dude. perfect is not whats on the surface. i m not philosophical or wad. but some ppl believe in chance coincidence or fate..of cos now i believe in GOd's plans for us all. sometimes we cannot be so one track mind eh.. it doesnt have to be ocs yll to be perfecto. sometimes things are perfect just the way they re.. huiling was sayin she believes ahundred percent in fate now. .wad else could it be? she never saw herself doing law..all the yrs toiling with science meant either some funky overseas research schoalrship or medicine..butnowlaw.. sometimes life ..imena life was never supposed to be planned..different ppl are meant to lead different lives and opportunity cost states that one experience cannot be traded for the other. i believe wadva experience u get in life, there is a fix ratio of pain happiness toil that has to be put in.. yeah even a baby who loves for 5 hrs experience them in the seconds. stop feelin sorry for urself baby. its silyl ..u are smart hardwerkin have brains and friendly dude.. many ppl out there are so much less fortunate. and its not that u should look on the bright side man i know u have expectations of urself we all do.. but maybe they are not correct? yeah no one took ur pilot wings aways u just werent meant to fly in that direction. can? i dun wanna leave my SI frens.
human life is too filled with details.. details and more details.. but the almighty created the big picture. we designed our own details amd problems to trap ourselves. take a step back and u ll see that there are many things to be thankful for yeah?
cos yesterday i met up with my junior eric for dinner after all the menial tasks..i was early and took 190 to dhoby ghaut to change 36 jsut for kicks i like taking bus esp of nostalgia routes i hope bus 53 never changes route. and a blind man he was nt wearin shades so he was v blind his eyes were nto there goldfish eyes.. a lto of white.. he was feelin his way ard with a fold up chair, walkin state adn large sling bag on his shoulders. so u knwo the moment he got off the stairs he surged forward adn banged into this couple..he looked liek he ;s been travelin for days and i m not surprised at the rate he gets ard or rather may never get around at all without knowning. see he nearly banged int ot his couple. his chair smacked them and the guy was like eeyer brushed him aside.. and he carried on lurging forward onto the road. now i dint step in at first cos i really wanted to knwo how blind ppl get ard.. i have always been impressed byt he blind wh oclaim to be able to feel tehir way round.. btu i guess it aint so.. he walked str off the bus stop onto the road and the buses were drivin ZOOMIN by real quickly . i sprinted forward to pull him back wit hanother manl he is a lot bigger in size than me.and then he was stil lfeeli nwith his palm.. he placedhis hands on the sides of a speeding bus.. like tryin to feel a wall but it aint no wall it was a speeding bus.. i really tug him ack.. subsequentl;y all the bus behind had to stop cos of him.. and he went to all of them mumblin unclearly suntec? i knew 36 goesthere adn i was takin 36 so i told him to sit down du nworry i ll get him there..wehen the bus came i br thim up the bus ..got him a seat .. the bus was really packed but lucky ppl gave up for him. but they had to la.. i mean he was carryin sp many things and cos he ve no clue where he is. he was jsut smackin eveyrone all ard him with the objects..in the end i got all his stuff and placedi t down for him i told him i ll let him knwo when e got ot suntec i asked whci hpart of suntec he wanted to go.. i suspect he is a mild retard.. he said carrefour.. and when the bus was abt to reach he took out his discman and this speakers and placed the m near his ears.. his speakers are the oens i used to listen to my ipod at night.. yeah it was just a sigh t that man was lugging so many things.. he took out a ourse fro mhis bag to blow his nose! he prob tht it was tissue paper..
it was a sad sight but i didnt want to alight at carrefour i was goineast coast. ia asked a lady if she mind bringin him to carrefour..she said defensively at first but i m not heading ther eand stared at him in disgust..i asked her could u just help him open the door in suntec adn hand him over to someone else wad was a blind doing alone out in the streets man. but as teh bus lef ti saw he rholding hands with him..and i guess she might have changed her mind and brt him all the way to carrefour..yeah there are nice ppl ard..
btw the word menial is sensitive .. i rmb in sc tehre was a huge debate over its use ..some scs were accusin others of shunning menial tasks and rhetorical qns arosed on wads menial? how should one edefnine a job to be more menial than others ..u mean unglam jobs are less impt.. sigh and the meeting ended rather bitterly. haha cos in sc everything is menial but thats y u were eleceted in i guess. of cos the re are lots of cool jobs but it aint cool most of the time.. but oh well so long ago.. now everything i do is menial!
meetin up with eric was fun haha.. my favourite junior. ok i m biased. i hope he gets into medicine too.. malaysians shuld ve more advantage la.. so many malaysian docs outthere..haha
and alas i bht myself
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