Saturday, June 03, 2006
haha i m storm! my mutatnt abilities. my whole bunk has different abilities haha. timothy has the ability to chao keng. wei zhe can chao keng without getting caught. eugene can act cute. kok hao can gro hair really fast lol. and i m storm. when i m angry the breeze will come lol.
oh no i cut off my side burn. really sstupid. i tht the warre nwas comin to inspect as usual one of my powers is growing side burns rapidly. so i went to self shave. its so str and inbalance and ugly now. i look like i m wearin a cap of natural hair. argh. i dun want to see anyone haha.
intereting week. i m takin up malay now. self study. yeah i found this jap - malay guide book inthe library. so cool i m gonna use my third lang to study a 4th lang. ooh i think its impt cos i rmb many malay patients esp the elderly durin my attachments and yeah there is really no other way to communicate with them.
nights out this week was interesting went swimming on the 1st night, yeah night swimmin so fun. but oni swam abiut, and i ate alot alto! haha i came in second this week's run. a lot more challengers now. i ve decided that i ll try cross in nus? hmm who ami kiddin. yeah but wil lsee how. recreational i hope. i really lookin forward to uni life so bad man.
the nsecond night i met huiling for dinenr. total blurbloc me said meet at west mall at jurong east! argh west mall is at bukit batok. so we were at two different stations. and naming the land marks for half an hr haha sill yme. she said go between jollibean and kfc. west mall oso have jollibean and kfc lol! yeah joker. she bht me a blue sweater from hk. ha anw i failed. she asked mi abt GOd and why i suddenly return i wasnt able to ans her. she sounded like me. last time. iguess it isnt. she said ihow can every one else go to hell jsut cos they are not willin to accept christ. but i guess thats not the point. at teh end of the day its a life style we are subscribin to. a standard. and yeah its not so much a bt hell. i m sure there is companionship there too . its is just the chanccet o look at things differently where u be thankful most of teh time rather than feel lusty and ungrateful. never contended. when u have god u just count every blessin. i may hatet parades. btu i believe god gave me cloud cover. see thats a point i ll never, most certainly overlook in the past. yeah sth lidat. i guess iu fail. susah la. not easy.
i saw quite alto of vj ppl at west mall these days thats really RARE. hais
last night i wentout with anotehr fren too.
she well fro mcity harvesttried to brign me to church b4. i guess her character is somewhat like me. tho i refrain fro mthe word hormonal.she tried to take her like 35 panadols and wine. exam strss adn cant taker mum's scoldings. feelin really low . sounds so familiar. but its jsut addictive. and thrill seekin i used to do it wit hmy wrists hais so it was depressin to hear allthat. esp when shes doin A's this yr. i tried to cheer her up all night. she jsut got from a hosp checkup.she was in icu with her stomach pumped and all. hais. we wwalked fro morchard to dhoby to smu to nat library to bugis to esplanade to clarke quay and to raffles station. haha really quite a distance.
the n i booked in for ths night. so sad most ppl went home but i stay too far to go home.
and i met edmund at ndp parade today. mr. ndu. how i miss shc and trg. i told ber. and it ovccur to mi how likely one is to meet their juniors in ns..very likely. yesh see greg edmund hahai met them all. even my poseur ogl is an officer at my camp. oh no haha
my eyes are really red. i really m glad to be home. i miss home so much. where my hp and ipod are next to me. they make me so happy. where my dearest mummy is. hais i want to get out of this wilderness. i feel that i m blur everyday. it really is almost prison like no matter how u look at it. god of the mundane. makes it all bearable iguess.
small prob with the book in book out ic boo kthing hais. qutie screwed but small matter not worth the blog space.
hope my leave gets thru.next week. my cell leader alr paid the money.
i m still in a good mood i guess, but i dun feel like talkin to pp lanymore. no one understands.
You are the oni one who makes me happy. but u re gonna leave me soon. sob sob.
i look forward to tml. hah just wish my hair wasnt so screwed.
oh and i have to do my ns essay haha.
the kiss of I would understand. at