Sunday, June 18, 2006
i wished kay meng and so so many on my frens were with me in church today. i felt rejuvenated from a week of stupidity. it wouldn be the first time but i felt GOd speakin clearly to me. yeah
the sermon was a simple one
dont trust urself
because u think u know right from wrong.. u think u re in control.. u would like to be in control but u re not GOD..who controls even the number of strands on ur hair. self deception is the tool of the devil..
yeah we like to deceive ouselves..like to be deceived by our culture and by men..we find excuses for ourselves when we make mistakes..
do not worry
yes. worrying is devstating. y worry abt clothes food or shelter. y worry that u will have nowhere to go. yes no one wants to be average. there is nth wrong in wantin to pursue dreams to go ocs to be a pilot to go somewhere prestigious to make lots of money .there is nothing wrong in all that.. but it is wrong when u measure ur self worth based on those.. cos how high do u want up the ladder do u want to climb b4 u feel secure? u think by gettin into somewhere prestigous..will make u happy how much money do u want to make? these things should nto measure u. GOd loves u so much .. if oni u know he has a plan for all of us and we are part of his big plan.. havent u seen nature in its glory if he can provide the fields with lillies wad could be so complex for him. do not deceive urself. its a lousy struggle for self control bcos even at the very top ppl do not feel secure ppl do not find rest in stress. thats why they consult feng shui .. and all the crazy things.. delight in GOd seek righteousness and his kingdom and he will give u strength to fulfil ur dreams for the ver y dreams u have were given to u by HIM. GOD knows wads best for u.. scientist will nv create stable protoplasm bcos we are not GOD..for every detail in our life is a miracle constructed by him..ion his realm can we find answers oni..
dont doubt urself
doubt ur doubts
GOd wants us to believe in him and when he gives us HIs plans we must not doubt that we cannot achieve them. worryin is an awful habbit to indulge in. this i must rmb..
ok that was todays sermon the gist of it.. ha i obviously cant deliver it as well as the pastor lol.. but anw not bvad la considerin its all fro mmemory.. as u can see church was the best thing that happen this week. i felt totally drained this week..my legs are still kinda creaky..knees especially..cant wait to disrupt? hais i ll leave it to GOD and not worry. yeah
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jeremy and his gf.. he told me today they have been together for 6 yrs wow.. but he told me this
nwo jeremy is my number one person i look up to.
Our churches teaches that we should only single date if we are aiming for marriage. as in financially stable, sure of what we want in a partner and know what is expected of us as a partner. b4 this stage we should only group date ie go out in mixed groupsrelationships at teh sec sch or jc level not advised cos at that age kids have noidea wad tehy are gettin themselves into. they arent even independentas individuals or havent sorted out their own life goals and what they llstudy in uni what job etc. they are oso dating for a long period puttin themselvesat risk of fallin into sexual immorality or getting into a relationship they cant get out ofand wad abt the parents. imagine u re a parent of a sec 4 and he tells u he has a sec 4 stead.. how would u feel?not too gd rite..
the relationship must be pleasin to the parent as well cos we must honor our parents. even if they arent christian.
well for him he said he shouldn have..6 yrs qwas too long and they started out not havin marriage in mind. i guess i nv tht abt the parents part till today.. haha nick! u could be the last person o nthe planet to agree to wad was said above but as far as i know i ll try my best to live to it now. yeah.
this is prob the best way to live life.
focus u are speed.
i dun wanna believe in coincidence bcos GOD gives signs to answers i need.
u re really leaving eh. honto.
gotta book in tonight. to polish boots haha. am i lookin forward to next week? yeah sorta..haha
the kiss of I would understand. at