Saturday, June 17, 2006
oh no i m not so cheerful anymore haha.
my uncle said right b4 i enlisted, " do ur best in army try to get along with ppl, worse come to worse jsut endure no matter wad"
darn at that point of time i was thinkin..i wasnt thinkin i was like huh? why?! i strongly believed that army would be fun! sign on dude i was like oh man i m lookin forward to this make some money slack ard..heard its brainless right can get fit get tan become man.. haha i mean wads with those words.. my faasstcraft was abt to dock at tekong! wads with endure.. this is gonna be two yrs of holidays no? i mean a bunch of guys how bad can it be.. make frens..it be like VS i loved VS hahaha..ha ha ha.. till ur teeth drop out k..
so enter the wilderness and i ve t oconfess i ve never felt liek this b4. darn i used to know wad i was wakin up to.. for the oaast few months i had no idea why i woke up at all? ER.. huh? wad er ..OKAYY.. yeah thats how i pass the day. i experimental and realise that u oni need a single moanin syllable to get by an average day in army cos u dun have to think. u re in the worst kinda cell the wost kinda prison. ur mind ur very brain is not required. u have a bed u cant sleep on. u ve clothes that argh..u have no freedom. u have a reclining chair and a couple of guys who tell u where and wad u shuld do.. heck u start to speak funny and so does everyone ard u.
my journey in the wilderness.. if i were to write a thousadn word essay..i dun care if its ACE or LIVE or wad..its a bucket of tears i fear.and that u have all kinds of ppl of course u have ..i mean every fighting fit and fightin fit arse goes thru the daze...snapping of this daze will no doubt prove to be highly extraORDinarily exciting occasion dun u think so?
sheesh somedays everything can go wrong from the bed to the washing machine. i realised that my brain hasnt been used most of the time here. i can stand for 8 hrs in the sun not knowing why..once in a while the command is given to stand at ease..i dun see how standign with feet wide apart and hands behind the back make one feel in anyway easy?
oh well i hate operas.. u knowthe massive kind where one man shout limited movements lots of speeches that dun make sense tunes that oni have a few beats..yeah that kind of opera.. the one on 9th august and C.O.C. cut me some slack yeah..
i wodner how next week be like..
grr this was a terrible week.
oh well
at least i watched cars digital! haha
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