Thursday, March 09, 2006
Let there be love by OASis
Who kicked a hole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me?
Who stole the soul from the sun in a world come undone at the seams?
Let there be love - Let there be love
I hope the weather is calm as you sail up your heavenly stream
Suspended clear in the sky are the words that we sing in our dreams
Let there be love - Let there be love - Let there be love - Let there be love
Come on baby blue
Shake up your tired eyes
The world is waiting for you
May all your dreaming fill the empty sky
But if it makes you happy
Keep on clapping Just remember I'll be by your side
And if you only go, it's gonna pass you by
in love with the song
i am really kinda happy with life at the moment
or atleas ti loved to thk so. i nv felt mre uncertainity and afraid. my leg may never recove ri fear but fearin is a weakness i avoid indulging in. i ran today and it hurt like crazy icant run fas t anymore? i cant swim properly?
I am jsut selfish to keep thinkin abt myself am i not? kecchi! i guess i need to learn to be contented adn t oaccept that things can be worse at any pt of time.
emotions are biological involuntary bodily reactions by our limbnic system. religion is wad plalce emotions in check?
to have emotions is to be human to feel angry love ahte happiness and evry other sensation is to be human. religion is where u plce those feelings in check. and u feel guilyy and u reflect on ur thts to keep ur sanity or at least at my stage. at my stage, i prob wun do ath stupid so religion is not needed to keep actions in cehck so much. religion makes u feel guily everytime u get jealous hateful and disdaindul of someone else.
that u will be brt onto a higher level of conscious thinking.
i must stop thinkin of myself and what i want i mustn be so selfish all the time.
ifeel guilty. i didnt eat with my mum today went out to eat with greg and some jc frens to eat. kushin bo. good stuff really full now. spent most of the day rea din up in the nat library on wad i want to study. i am quite sure i have always been sure i wanan take medicine but its not that easy to get in..with the interviews and stuff.
most of he gd stuff are placed in reference section not for loan sigh..
patient doctor relationships, medical breakthroughs medical controversies ethical controversies local policies. htere is too much to read up on. and do answer the master question of y do u want to be a doctor?
i want to be someone(ideally)honest simplistic fearless when it comes to dealing with patients? t obe thepillar of strength. or should clinical detachment be prized instead?
medicine is very much an art form. medicine school can oni provide u with the knowledge at best. but the call is up to u to make.
the patient describes to u his day how he feels a nd so on. if ulisten carefully u may even know the number of children he has. but the doctor listens to keywords oni systematically searching for pathological interpretation.
that by it self is an art form hard to grasp.
n oi dun want to be a male model i m in ns and i ha ve 4 As haha stuck up?
i got a phn call todya by this modellin agency to go for interview adn walk in photo shoots. tellin me abtthe numeber of commercial ads their models are placed on haha.
well not now yeah. maybe soon enough i ll ve to downgrade to bve a clerk and ve enough time for a social life i will consider. givin tuition and modellin haha... but till then i wanna serve.
the smile i rmb no matter how much the world changes. the bus 53 route remains in my dreams always.
the kiss of I would understand. at