Sunday, March 19, 2006
this is it.
back to the many uncertainties
i hope i m just hinkin too much. need to stop indulging in this habbit of worryin i guess
muster the strength i need to have faith. to stop ein too sensitive and guessin ppl.
ppl re difficult way to difficult to handle
tml gotta travel far far far away.
i ma long long way from home
and i miss my gf so
in the early morning march
when the cold wind blows
will i get where i want.
will i be able to get int omedcine?
diisrupt early or not nvm
will i enjoy my new postin learn new stuff make lots of frens?
will i be a better changed person
will i get into med? be a gd doctor someday
will i be able to hold or say what i want to when the time comes.
scared indeed.
no one knows. but thats life know one needs to know ath.
its called personal.
okane? daijyobu to yu
demo shinpai koto ga aru
my jap sucks now. mum is worried abt family finance i hope i be able to give tuition soon. or somehow earn enuf f save enuff. talki nabt thousands here
hais
and the nthere is my bro who totally not copin not studyin. totally obsessed with not eatin enuff or i dunno his looks? sigh worry for him really he doesnt seem motivated. drivin my mum up the wall.
i wish to trust u. i really do. u have given me so many gifts alr i feel like i m lettin the world down.
suck t humb
the kiss of I would understand. at